Let go of the expectation.
So, I have been very open with my struggles over the last year and this blog post will be no different. I have been struggling with something for the past six months. It was something that I knew was going to happen but I still play it over in my head. It's the what ifs. The other night, I was talking with my friend, Dave, about relationships. I have known Dave since I lived in Indiana, so about 4 years. We reconnected recently and have been supportive of each other and what God has put in our lives. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened between Dave and I had I stayed in Indiana. He told me that he has thought about it too! (Again, the what ifs.) The other night, I was going to a Twins game with my friend and his kids and Dave and I chatted a few minutes before the game. He asked me if I believe that God has everything under control or if I felt that I needed to step in and control it myself. We all know what the correct answer is but I said to him, "honestly, I know it...